Released : November 1995
Personnel
Peter Nuttall - Music/Lyrics/Vocals
Douglas Hunter - Lyrics/Vocals
Side B was the strongest set of songs we’d written so far. The album was built on an upgrade of our technology. The Yamaha PSR-90 had a wonderful drum machine and sequencer that provided the basis for a lot of the stuff we wrote in 1996 and 1997. The bass sounds were wonderful and the strings likewise. We also obtained a four channel rack to mix three keyboards together into a single channel. The first song written with the new set-up was a song called ‘Where are we going’ and it had live playing alongside sequenced tracks (we hadn’t worked out how to sync the midi clocks at that point) but it didn’t make the album. It was included as a bonus track on Citadel II however.
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Track Listing
Side A
1. Dance on – Hunter/Nuttall
2. Dream a little dream – Hunter/Nuttall
3. Spiralling – Bell/Clarke
4. Hunger – Numan
5. Break the Chains – Hunter/Nuttall
6. The Hardest Road – Hunter/Nuttall
7. Young Heart – Numan
8. The Queen of Compromise – Orzabal
Side B
1. Strength to Strength – Hunter/Nuttall
2. Demons and Angels – Hunter/Nuttall
3. Love without sex – Hunter/Nuttall
4. Minneapolis Blue (V1) – Hunter/Nuttall
5. Minneapolis Blue (V2) – Hunter/Nuttall
6. Shame – Nuttall
7. Easy Money – Hunter/Nuttall
Lyrics
I’m not sure where I’m going
I can’t even tell you where I’ve been
I guess there’s just no way of knowing
We gotta survive on a prayer and a dream
I guess sometimes being with me is tough
I’m hard to figure out and that’s no lie
I’m only young and don’t know the meaning of love
But for you I’ll give it a little time
I’ll still remember the words
I’ll dance in the storm if it makes you smile
So our song’s the only one that’s heard
Chorus
I can dance on
For as long as you want me to
Even when all hope is gone
I’m happy ‘cause I know the last dance is with you
Any girl who gets me sure don’t get a jackpot
I been told that direct to my face
A joker or a hidden wildcard I ain’t got
So will you pull me from the deck an ace?
I ain’t no wild experienced gigolo
Though sometime I’m looked on in that way
What I’m searching for I guess I’ll never know
I only want a brighter day
I’m told it’s wrong but I want you so much
So much I’m willing to take a chance
I can only offer you a smile and a little human touch
And my arms to hold you when we dance
Lyrics – Hunter
Music – Nuttall
01/09/95
You got angel eyes
Why don't you turn them on me?
I can't disguise
How close I want us to be
But I'm scared to tell you how I feel
I ain't got the nerve it would seem
But I gotta make it real
Instead of living in a dream
Chorus
I dream a little dream and say a little prayer
I hoped that you'd look down or at least notice me there
Just a smile from you would make me believe
That all you gotta do is make me dream my dream
Well you got the sweetest smile that I think I've ever seen
I'd spend a million lifetimes following wherever you'd been
Reality is so far away
When you are around
Your laughter or any word you say
To me is the sweetest sound
Lyrics – Hunter Monday 9/12/91 4:30pm
Music – Nuttall 3/9/95
Everything must change, I guess that is true
Nothing stays the same, just passing through
Change is growth and growth is life
But that can be gone just like turning off a light
But I believe there’s something more
Otherwise what are we living for?
I’m gonna make it to paradise
There’s a place waiting for me that’s mine
Until the bad time’s I gotta get through
Are only killing time
Are there really angels? I wanna know
Tell me there’s a heaven; tell me that it’s so
I believe there’s a better place where we can lay down our load
It’s only getting there, that’s the hardest road
A flower grows, a flower dies
Lost like the innocence in the children’s eyes
Try to grow up fast then cling on to our youth
Like in a world of lies trying to find the truth
But I know there is someone who cares
I put my faith in the man upstairs
I’m gonna make it to heaven, ‘cause it sure enough ain’t here
But I need reminding that it’s there, in a world of darkness and fear
Lyrics – Hunter 18/9/95
Music – Nuttall 27/9/95
Talking about effect, just change (the subject)
The only life I wrecked (was mine)
I feel so wrong inside this skin
But I could talk to you forever
But to this world I'm living in
I hear the voice, helps me to my tortured place
Now the way out so clear, so cruel to hurt the innocent face
Where am I going, what am I doing?
Thinking about what I want
People waste my time, I don't really care
They can just waste their lives
I won't stop and stare
I get on with my life, plan ahead
I've made up my mind, someone new in my bed
Sit back for too long, my dreams are in sight
Gonna get you girl gonna treat you right
It's high time that I made a move
Showed my love for you is real
That's the way I feel
Where am I going? I don't know....
Lyrics – Forbes
Music – Nuttall
16/10/95
It’s been a long time now
Since you and me been together
I don’t really wanna know where or how
Just as long as we stay as one forever
I know we can make it through
Whatever life can send our way
‘Cause I always think of you
That’s what helps me to the brand new day
Chorus
Strength to strength that’s how were gonna go
Closer together that’s how me and you are gonna grow
Without you it ain’t worth another day
Strength to strength there ain’t no other way
It’s been a long time now
And I’ve never felt this way before
I feel so small next to this power
But I wanna feel it more
I know that it’s a long hard road
That me and you gotta climb
But at the end it seems like no kinda load
If it means when I’m done your mine
Chorus 2
Strength to strength that’s how we’re gonna go
Closer to you more than you’ll ever know
Hold you to my heart I can’t wait any longer
Strength to strength and stronger and stronger
Lyrics – Hunter October 1995 (Ilkley)
Music – Nuttall 25th October 1995
I had to get away to find myself
Or at least something worth searching for
It took a trip to Minnesota
To find the fire I had once before
In Minneapolis on a cold December day
I was alone and didn’t know where to start
The wind was icy but not as cold
As the vibes I got from your heart
I had to get away to get over you
You wouldn’t believe the pain I been through
You’re with some other brother and I’m Minneapolis blue
I grew up on this sound
Broken hearted lyrics, music like a teenage dream
But since you left me lady
For the first time I know what the words mean
The beautiful ones always fly away
On the wing and cry of a dove
Girl if you were here tonight
You could be my Saturday love
Love like we had only comes to a few
So why throw it away like you do!
And banish me to loneliness and Minneapolis blue
Lyrics – Hunter
Music – Hunter/Nuttall
02/11/95
How can you just leave me standing
Alone in a world that’s so cold?
How can you so easily let go?
If it’s love it ought to be hard to leave hold
Sometimes it’s so hard to comprehend
So tough for me to understand
You said you’d love me forever
Yet you so quickly found another man
I was told women would confuse me then I met you
So I guess you’re the best at what you do
Lift me up so high then bring me down to Minneapolis blue
I guess I finally found myself
So now I’ll be shooting through
It took that trip to Minnesota
To stop me being Minneapolis blue
Leaving Minneapolis on a Christmas day
I guess I planned to spend it with you
But I found the fire I had lost
I’m no longer Minneapolis blue
Lyrics – Hunter
Music – Hunter/Nuttall
02/11/95
There are sometimes
I want to cry
There are sometimes
I just want to die
But tears never seem
To come to my heart of stone
I scream out in the night
But I’m left alone
Chorus
There are demons and angels in everyone’s soul
Sometimes the demons take control
Leaving us together with the evil all alone
And that’s when I need my angel my angel to hold
‘Cause without you I’m so cold
There are some days
That never seem to start
‘Cause you’re the only thing
Bringing warmth to my cold heart
But without you near
My life just lost its spark
I’m left crying out
All alone in the dark
Lyrics – Hunter October 1995 (Ilkley)
Music – Nuttall 03/11/95
When I’m alone sometimes I start to think back
To when life was like one big racing track
The times before when I was just a kid
People laughed a lot more and what they said, they did.
I remember racing through the night,
Me and the boys in Steve’s daddy’s car
Don’t care about what’s wrong or right;
Don’t think about tomorrow only where we are
Chorus
But when the bets are placed and the dice are cast
No one really gives a damn if it’s gonna last
If it feels good at the time, who cares about the cost?
‘Cause it’s only easy money that ends up lost
When I’m alone sometimes I start to cry
I think about my lady with the tears in her eyes
Remember times we’d spend dancing for hours
These days knew no end, they were just ours
You know the last dance will never be over, it don’t mean a thing
If you’re crying and it ain’t on my shoulder,
At least remember you’re wearing my ring
When I look at my father I can’t help but smile
He’s going through hell and laughing all the while
I’ve tried so damn hard to be the same
And it breaks my heart seeing my mother feel his pain
I asked so many times now, it sounds like a faded old song
Tell me God what was their crime? What have they done so wrong?
Lyrics – Hunter 00:23 Tuesday 10th May 1994
Music – Nuttall 07/11/95
I don’t need survival If I’m gonna get through
I’ll just kill my rival, put the blame on you
Since the 6th April there’s been no more sorrow
But it will return I know tomorrow
Don’t need to think about you If I’m gonna survive
Don’t need to be around you to stay alive
You’re everything I needed ‘til you lied in my face
I wasn’t comfortably seated when I fell from grace
Chorus
Will you ever see me trying to believe in a winter so cold?
Trying not to breathe the air that you believe in
The things that you’re told
Isn’t it a shame we’re crying all the same to live way back then
Lost you’re little game when hate and trouble came
I won’t cry again
Don’t need to dream about you if I want to smile
Don’t need to hear you talking, well, not for a while
I know I’m talking rubbish, will my feelings return?
I always feel the same, when will I learn?
Chorus 2
I could never hear you saying nothing new in a summer so cold
I could never sing every little thing and the things I’ve been told
I will not regret, things I can’t forget, that happened back then
I wish we’d never met, then I wouldn’t fret, I think I will cry again
(Living for tomorrow in impossible ways
Reliving all my sorrow in only 3 more days)
Lyrics/Music – Nuttall
10/11/95
(Some of the lyrics were scribbled down on scrap paper while in the Natural History part of Sunderland Museum)
I know I’m miles away
But that don’t change what’s inside
No matter what anyone can say
Something this strong can’t be denied
I’m stuck on the edge of nowhere while you are all alone
Don’t forget I’ll always care, I’ll always find my way back home
Chorus
Light a fire and let it burn through the night
Feel the heat and pretend you can hold me tight
Light a fire and let it burn all night long
Like us together, forever so strong
I know sometimes it’s tough, but I believe we’ve got what it takes
You can do anything if you want it enough
It’s hard to find any higher stakes
I know we can make it through,
Then you won’t have to be on your own
But there’s something I want you to do
Light a fire for my way back home
Light a fire and let it burn through the dark
See the flames that guide me to your heart
Light a fire and let it blaze away
Stronger and stronger every single day
I know this ain’t the way I planned, me being away from you so far
But you gotta understand, I never forget you where you are
I tell you when the chips are down
I’ll come running I hope you know
I’ll keep you from harm when it’s around
I’ll be with you right back home
Lyrics - Hunter 20th March 1995 (Ilkley, West Yorkshire)
Music – Nuttall